|
|
Lost my best friend 4/27/08 R.I.P. Cody
|
|
From what I hear, every Artist is supposed to have a certain persona. You know, we're all wacked in our own way, sorta thing.
When I paint, my artwork reminds me I was given a special gift that no other has. Somewhere, where I do fit in. A talent of my own and a style that no one else has. It's a place to go where I don't feel so lost.
Most days I take my gift for granted and I often have to take a step back and think "my brain and my hands work together to create paintings that bring out human emotions" What a wonderful thing to see someone get tears as they look at a monument etching I've done, or to get an excited email from a happy customer who has received their work, or to wake up Christmas Morning and think about all the people across the United States who will be opening one of my paintings for Christmas.
My kids (17 & 20) are my heart and soul and the loves of my life. As a single Mom for most of their years growing up, I've always made them my first priority above all else and am the best mom I know how to be. In return I am rewarded with their respect, kindness and compassion for myself and others, along with their honesty and love. Those two make me so proud. If I had to do it all over again, just to have them in my life, I would.
I'm a Daughter, I'm a sister, a Mother, a girlfriend, horse lover (we have 6), I'm a secretary/ laborer/accountant and shipper for my business. When all is quiet and I'm alone and the paintbrush is in my hand late at night, that's about the only time I escape from trying to be so many different things to so many different people... that's when I'm just "me". If none of what I've written makes sense, that's ok...I'm an artist remember? I'm supposed to be wacked.
|